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THE FOURTH MEETING

VEER

I have a rule about mornings.

No calls before eight. No meetings before nine. No decisions made before the first coffee has finished doing whatever coffee is supposed to do to a person who hasn’t slept properly in four days.

I broke all three rules before 7 AM.

The deal terms were sitting in my sent folder — clean, fair, the kind of document I usually felt nothing about because documents are documents, they don’t have feelings, they don’t sit on kitchen floors at nine at night, they don’t have a specific way of going quiet that is somehow louder than anything else in a room.

I’d been precise about the terms.

More precise than strictly necessary.

I knew why.

I just hadn’t said it to anyone, including myself, in language that direct.

My coffee went cold.

I didn’t notice until I was already halfway through it, which told me everything about where my attention actually was.

My phone stayed silent.

No messages from Anaya.

Which, after the night we’d had, was either a good sign or a very bad one, and I had apparently lost the ability to tell the difference.

I looked out the window.

Delhi moved below — early, unhurried, entirely unbothered by the fact that I had told a woman I’d been noticing her for eighteen months and then waited in silence to find out what she’d do with that information.

Interesting.

Terrifying was probably the more accurate word.

I just didn’t use that one often.

——

ANAYA

The deal terms arrived at 11:47 PM.

All of them.

I know because I was still awake, sitting cross-legged on my bed with my laptop open and my hair in a mess that had given up pretending to be a bun three hours ago.

I opened the document immediately.

Then I read it.

Then I read it again.

Then I made coffee — the strong kind, the kind for regrettable decisions and long nights and moments when you need your brain to behave like a professional instead of a person — and read it a third time, with a highlighter, looking for the clause that would make everything simple.

The clause that would let me be cleanly, completely, correctly furious.

I didn’t find one.

The deal was — fair.

Infuriatingly, inconveniently, thoroughly fair.

I put the highlighter down.

I looked at the ceiling.

The ceiling, which had become something of a therapist to me over the last two weeks, offered nothing useful.

I called Rhea.

ANAYA “The deal is clean.”

RHEA “Oh.”

ANAYA “I stayed up all night looking for the loophole.”

RHEA “And?”

ANAYA “There isn’t one.”

RHEA “That’s either very good or very bad.”

ANAYA “Both. Simultaneously. It’s deeply inconvenient.”

A pause.

RHEA “Anaya.”

ANAYA “Don’t.”

RHEA “A man who tries to be fair to the family of the woman he—”

ANAYA “Rhea.”

RHEA “I’m just finishing the sentence.”

ANAYA “I will finish you instead.”

I hung up.

But I sat with the unfinished sentence for the rest of the morning.

Which was its own kind of problem.

——

VEER

She called at noon.

No preamble. No greeting. Not even my name first.

ANAYA “I need to meet you.”

VEER “Where.”

ANAYA “Not the members club.”

Interesting.

The members club was where we negotiated. Where we performed. Where we built the architecture of something that was supposed to be temporary.

If she didn’t want the members club—

She wanted something different.

VEER

“I know somewhere.”

——

ANAYA

He picked somewhere quiet.

Not the expensive kind of quiet — not polished surfaces and curated silence and waiters who appeared before you needed them.

Just — a small rooftop café tucked into a South Delhi side street that smelled like coffee and old books and the specific kind of afternoon that didn’t care about business deals or fake engagements or any of the seventeen complications of my current existence.

I arrived first.

Which was new.

I was sitting at a corner table, hands wrapped around a coffee I wasn’t drinking, when he walked in.

Grey shirt today.

Sleeves already rolled — not boardroom rolled, not the performative precision of a man getting ready to negotiate, just — actually rolled, the way you do when you’re not thinking about it.

Hair slightly less controlled than usual.

Like he’d run a hand through it somewhere between the car and the door and let it stay where it landed.

He looked like a man who hadn’t been sleeping either.

I noticed that in the specific way I’d been trying to stop noticing things about him — quietly, completely, against every reasonable instruction I’d given myself.

He sat down across from me.

No coffee ordered.

No pleasantries.

Just his eyes on mine — dark brown, steady, doing the thing they did when he’d stopped filtering himself entirely and was just — looking.

VEER “You read the terms.”

ANAYA “Three times.”

VEER “And?”

ANAYA “You know and.”

A pause.

He did know. I could see it in the way he wasn’t asking the follow-up question.

ANAYA “I found something else.”

Something moved in his expression.

Quick.

There and gone.

But I was fluent in Veer Malhotra’s smallest movements now, assembled against my will over the last three weeks, and I caught it.

ANAYA “There was a summit. Eighteen months ago. Hospitality sector. Closed room.”

The café continued around us.

Someone ordered something.

A cup clinked.

The world was entirely unbothered.

VEER “Yes.”

Just that. One word. No deflection. No recalibration. No careful choosing from the dangerous shelf.

Just — yes.

ANAYA “That was the fourth meeting.”

VEER “Yes.”

ANAYA “You remember it.”

VEER “I remember everything about it.”

My stomach did something long and slow and complicated.

ANAYA “I turned down your proposal.”

VEER “You did.”

ANAYA “I’m told I was quite specific about it.”

Something shifted at the corner of his mouth.

Not quite a smile.

The real kind. The one that happened before he could stop it.

VEER “You said Kapoor Estates didn’t need a partner. It needed competitors to keep it sharp.”

ANAYA “And Malhotra Group could be one of those instead.”

VEER “Word for word.”

I stared at him.

ANAYA “You remember it word for word.”

VEER “I told you. I remember things.”

——

I put my coffee down.

Carefully.

Because my hands were doing something I hadn’t authorized — a slight tremor, barely perceptible, the kind that happens when you’ve been holding something tightly for a long time and someone asks you to put it down.

ANAYA “Then you spent eight months trying to reopen the deal.”

VEER “Yes.”

ANAYA “And then I accidentally got engaged to you.”

VEER “Yes.”

ANAYA “And you said yes.”

VEER “Yes.”

ANAYA “Why didn’t you tell me.”

Not an accusation this time.

A real question. The realest one I’d ever asked him. Sitting in my throat like something that had been waiting eighteen months to come out.

He looked at me for a long moment.

The way he had lunch — specific, careful, like I was something worth getting exactly right.

VEER “Because I didn’t know how to explain that I’d noticed you before you’d noticed me. And that once I had—”

He stopped.

Started again.

VEER “I couldn’t find a good reason to stop.”

——

The café was very quiet.

Or maybe everything else had just become irrelevant.

His hands were on the table — both of them, open, the way you put your hands when you’re not hiding anything and you want someone to know it.

I looked at them.

I looked at him.

ANAYA “That’s a lot, Veer.”

VEER “I know.”

ANAYA “Eighteen months is a lot.”

VEER “I know that too.”

ANAYA “You should have told me.”

VEER “Yes.”

ANAYA “At the members club. Lunch. My apartment. Any of those times.”

VEER “Yes.”

ANAYA “So why didn’t you.”

The longest pause yet.

The kind that had weight and texture and all the things neither of us had been saying for three weeks.

VEER “Because telling you meant it was real.”

A beat.

VEER “And I wasn’t sure what you’d do with real.”

——

I didn’t answer that.

I couldn’t.

Because the honest answer — the real answer, the one that lived underneath all the performing and the negotiating and the fake engagement and the rules that had stopped meaning anything somewhere around a week ago— It was just that I didn’t know what I’d do with real either.

I still didn’t.

He was sitting close enough that I could see the exact line of his jaw, the particular shadow under his eyes that matched mine, the way his shoulders were carrying something he hadn’t put down yet.

I reached across the table.

Not dramatically.

Just — my hand over his.

The way you’d reach for something familiar.

The way he had lunch, except this time it was me, and there was no family to perform for, no aunties cataloguing the moment, no audience at all.

Just us.

His eyes moved to my hand.

Then back to my face.

Something shifted — that flicker again, except this time it didn’t disappear.

It stayed.

ANAYA “I need time to think.”

VEER “Okay.”

ANAYA “I’m not saying no to — whatever this is.”

VEER “Okay.”

ANAYA “I’m not saying yes either.”

VEER “I know.”

ANAYA “I’m just saying — I need to understand it first. All of it. The deal, the summit, the four meetings, the yes. I need to put it in order.”

VEER “Take whatever time you need.”

His hand turned under mine.

Slowly.

Until his fingers were holding mine instead.

Just for a moment.

Then he let go.

Stood.

Left enough money on the table for both coffees — mine still mostly untouched.

VEER “For what it’s worth—”

He paused at the edge of the table.

Looking down at me the way he had that very first day at the members club — measured, calm, like he had all the time in the world and had simply chosen to spend some of it here.

VEER “The deal was always going to be fair. That part was never about you.”

A beat.

VEER “Everything else was.”

——

He left.

I sat there.

Hands wrapped around a coffee gone completely cold.

Staring at the space he’d just occupied.

The café continued — conversations, coffee cups, normal lives — the same details I’d used to describe the members club three weeks ago, except now they felt different.

Everything felt different.

——

ANAYA

I stayed at that table for a long time after he left.

Long enough for the café to fill up and empty out and fill up again around me.

Long enough to replay everything.

Not just today.

All of it.

That first members club meeting — the way he’d been already seated, calm and unbothered, and I’d thought it was arrogance. The way he’d said “four” when I said three meetings, and then looked away before I could ask. The flower detail. The Bukhara detail. The hand at lunch, the chin in my apartment, the thumb against my pulse.

All of it had felt like a man who was annoyingly good at noticing things.

It was that.

It was also something else entirely.

I thought about the summit I barely remembered — myself eighteen months ago, confident and dismissive and walking out of a room without looking back.

I hadn’t looked back.

He had.

Apparently for eighteen months.

And then the universe — chaotic, unreasonable, champagne-fuelled — had handed us back to each other in the most ridiculous possible circumstances.

And he had said yes.

Not because of the deal.

Not just because of the deal.

Because of a woman who’d walked out of a room word for word and left behind something he couldn’t put down.

I pressed my fingers to the back of my hand where his had been.

Still warm.

Or maybe I was imagining that.

Maybe I was imagining a lot of things.

Maybe I wasn’t imagining anything at all.

——

VEER

I sat in my car for eleven minutes before I drove anywhere.

I’d told her.

Not in the right order. Not perfectly. Not with the preparation I’d have given anything else that mattered this much.

But the essential true thing — the one I’d been carrying carefully since a closed room eighteen months ago where a woman I didn’t know had rejected my proposal and walked out without looking back and I’d spent the drive home that night thinking about her specific way of being certain of things —

that thing was out now.

She had it.

What she did with it was up to her.

I looked at my phone.

No messages.

Which was fine.

She needed time to think.

I could give her that.

I’d already waited eighteen months without knowing I was waiting.

A little longer wouldn’t be the hardest thing I’d done.

I started the car.

Pulled into traffic.

Thought about the way her hand had covered mine across that table.

No audience.

No families.

No rules.

No performance.

Just her hand on mine because she’d chosen to put it there.

And for the first time since a closed room eighteen months ago —

I let myself think about what happened after real.

——

Closing lines — dual:

ANAYA:

He saw me before I saw myself.

Eighteen months ago I walked out of a room and didn’t look back.

I’m looking back now.

I don’t think I’m going to stop.

——

VEER:

She needed time to think.

I could give her that.

I’d already waited eighteen months.

I could wait a little longer.

She was worth considerably more than that.

END.